...untitled again!!

he lay wide awake,
those thoughts kept him awake,
finally it would happen
the long awaited one
for days,months,years,
he had been there wid tears
he had been there
in the dark gloomy world
in de one wer he dint belong


he had been waiting for this day,
dis moment...
he could feel the rush of blood in him
his heart beating fast
der was no light in ther
in the dark world wer he lived
but he could see a ray of light
finally his life had brightened

far away in the dark
he could here distant voices...
he listened carefully..
he could hear voices within him..
they were laughing,crying,all exited
they wer discussing,,,,
he said-shhh!!not this loud
there is still sum more tym left..
he looked out
der was nthn in front of him
but he could see
a colourful life,
a wonderful wife,
waiting for him to come
him to be there

it had been days,months,years
he had lost the track of time..
but today he knew...
the time had come
he could see them waiting..
their arms wide open
for a loving hug..
for a loving touch


his past was bitter
but his present better
and there was a knock,
soon it was time,
the sun had risen
he stood there lookin around
a last look at his life of 15 yrs
he bid dem goodbye
and they bid dem good luck
lookin ahead never to look back
he walked
he walked into
his new life of freedom..--harshu(june 2008)