a few mins out of de v typical day!!:P

had a remarka6le experience today...which inturn strengthned my 6elief in de supreme almighty..

today at one point i had a feeling how could thngs go so weirdly complicated??dat everythn u come across goes wrong!!

i walked on..still hoping against de last 6it of hopes..hoping some miracle to happen out of de 6lue..

i walked alone...hoping sum1 wud find me...der..hoping fr a company to walk along..even if a silent journey...

i walked on..der was my destination..wer i go almost everyday lately..i wasn al6e to control my overwhelming emotion...i was in tears..6efr my lord...yes i was in de temple..der..i was taking my 'pradakshina'(de clockwise round u tak at de temple)..der lik i dunno was she an angel or god himself..most of u mite thnk am mad..to 6e so stupid to say such stuffs...6ut den who ever she was called to me.,from where she was sitting..."6eta kya hua"???"why are u crying"....der wer many ladies sitting 6y her side..de wer all der fr 6hajans... She made me sit 6eside her talkd fr sumtym..told me dat der all are der fr me...gods great!!really!!..i felt a v strong feeling of strength..sitting in front of god almighty...

i sat wid dem fr sumtym..unke 6hajan thoda sa main hi shamil ho gayi...den after sumtym i left de temple...

so again i walked on..still alone..6ut dis tym i felt der ws sum1 wid me..6ut inside....i was strengtened in my 6elief dat god is grt!!and he never leaves..ppl hu trust him,surrender to him..

....luv u god!!!thnx!!fr eing der fr me today and alwz(hoping )

...untitled again!!

he lay wide awake,
those thoughts kept him awake,
finally it would happen
the long awaited one
for days,months,years,
he had been there wid tears
he had been there
in the dark gloomy world
in de one wer he dint belong


he had been waiting for this day,
dis moment...
he could feel the rush of blood in him
his heart beating fast
der was no light in ther
in the dark world wer he lived
but he could see a ray of light
finally his life had brightened

far away in the dark
he could here distant voices...
he listened carefully..
he could hear voices within him..
they were laughing,crying,all exited
they wer discussing,,,,
he said-shhh!!not this loud
there is still sum more tym left..
he looked out
der was nthn in front of him
but he could see
a colourful life,
a wonderful wife,
waiting for him to come
him to be there

it had been days,months,years
he had lost the track of time..
but today he knew...
the time had come
he could see them waiting..
their arms wide open
for a loving hug..
for a loving touch


his past was bitter
but his present better
and there was a knock,
soon it was time,
the sun had risen
he stood there lookin around
a last look at his life of 15 yrs
he bid dem goodbye
and they bid dem good luck
lookin ahead never to look back
he walked
he walked into
his new life of freedom..--harshu(june 2008)