The Mere Spectator….

One whole year has elapsed…things kept changing as time went…some ppl moved far… far away from heart …while some gained space and made their way into it…new faces…new places..new lifestyle.. new patterns..a change frm de earlier paradigm…life just seemed to have changed so much…moments of triumph..moments of happiness…moments of dejection…moments of melancholy and despair…glad times n sad times..joyous events..dolorous events..everythng just kept moving by..so hazy but still quite vivid…Nothing could be done..nonetheless but just be observed…




Many times the heart wished to walk up to it..take the extra step to walk the extra mile…but alas,in vain..everything appeared just a mere spectacle…It seemed full justice to the beautiful eyes …at least something went on well…even though not so perfect…the eyes kept doing their job of watching time as it passed by..things as they moved on..ppl as they moved in and out…The times when heart seemed to wake up ..nd live..the eyes dint seem to want to take a look at the happineng of events…Filled by utter darkness the heart went back to sleep many a times…funny though that’s how life has been in the last few months rather the last one year..things kept happing…many things kept happnening ..but no clue wt though was actually happening …As the time went on …life moved on…and I was but a mere spectator….

A mere spectator ..who saw the happy faces overjoyed…surrounded by a few sad faces to whom yet again the happiness of others seemed but a mere spectacle…
A mere spectator who wanted to make it to the zenith ..transcending .rising .but failed to even make a start to d journey that seemed never-ending….yet there seemed to be no dearth of vistas..filled with plethora of ideas..still remaining a spectator to the passing times…
Sometimes its just fate …that rules… sometimes its ok to accept and take a break…and remain as a mere spectator ..…

To my Mom...

Another year Gone...
All the four seasons have come and gone..
Many things have changed..
And so has the life moved..
Many people have come in.
Many have left ..
Many memories gone past ..
Some sad .. some glad..
Many words exchanged..
Some sweet... some  not ..
Many doings done..
Some right.. some wrong ..

Another year gone..
All the four seasons have come and gone..

Another year gone..
6ut something  is  still strong ..

Many things have changed..
6ut for her, who has never changed..
Many have come and gone..
6ut for her, who  has always 6orne..
Many memories gone past..
6ut with her, memories alwaz seemd to last..
Many words exchanged..
6ut wid her, nothing ever changed..
Many doings done..
6ut she would nvr care fr that which was not done..

  Another year gone..
6ut somethin is still strong...

That something is nthn 6ut the love, care n affection from my mom that i first saw and felt .. From dat time till date..nthn has changed dem...
On ths mothers day , i am v glad to 6e glad to have gladly experienced d warmth in you presence..

Love u so much mom.. 

When U Fail...

When you come across Failure....

Facing a failure is never easy...And the bigger part being getting over it. But since life has to move on it should..But still at times when the mind is very clear about facts..the heart doesnt seem to register the mind talks..But yes one has to face it and face it alone.. :)..







When u fail..
Its never easy to face..
Its never easy to cross
Its never easy to fight
Its never easy to hold tight
Its never easy to not cry
Its never easy to make the wounds dry


But When you fail...
U need to make yourself light
U need to make yourself bright
U need to learn to hope
U need to learn to find ur new scope
U need to learn to smile
U need to give way to new life



When u fail.
U lose all the confidence u had built up once
U lose all the strength that was  yours once
U lose all d faith u had in ur abilities..
U lose all the trust dat was you held on
U lose all the interst you may have otherwise had..
U lose all of it once again..


But When you fail...
U learn that its not always your day
U learn that may be its always never your day
U learn that your best effort is not enough
U learn that u are not always good enough
U learn that sometimes you just have to give way
U learn that sometimes you travelled the wrong way..

When u fail..
U fail to fulfil the expections
U fail to achieve your aspirations
U fail to give life to ur dreams..
U fail to reach your destination
U fail to see it as just a passing cloud
U fail to overlook it as a stepping stone

But When you fail...
U have to rise once again
U have to get ready to pounce  again
U have to build your dream again
U have to set your goals again
U have to put yourself again
U have to trust your self again

What is Love

WHat is love??

What is Love...
Is it when you cry and someone cries with you..
Or
Is it when u laugh and someone laughs with you ...

Is it when u would sit beside someone silently for hours
Or  ...
Is it when u could talk n talk with someone for hours...

Wat is love...
Is it when someone offers you their food acknowledging your hunger 6ut not theirs
Or
Is it when someone snatches your food....just to keep u company..

Is it when someone would laugh at all ur jokes..even toh it was your foolishness dat was more funny
Or
Is it when some one wouldd make you laugh despite not 6eing a joker at all...

Wat is love ..
Is it when you wear the 6est shirt in the wadro6e just to impress someone..
Or
Is it when you wear the same t-shirt over and over again coz its their favourite

Is it when u give up something coz someone asked you  to
Or
Is it when some one starts to do something just for you ...


Wat is Love..
Is it when u would sit and cry ...cry the whole night..
Or
Is it when u would laugh ...laugh throughout the day thinking of the times you cried..

Is it when u would not take one step ahead coz someone is so tired..
Or
Is it when u would walk miles and miles just fr someone's smile...

What is love...
Is it when someone shouts at you and you dont say anything 6ack..
Or
Is it wen u shout at someone  and that  someone just smiles 6ack..

Is it wen  u commit de unforgiva6le crime and someone still frgives u ..
Or
Is it when u would do anything in this world for someone even if others wont forgive  you ..


What is Love???
Is this Love??


Love is 6ut all these feelings u feel fr someone..sometimes..justified ..sometimes not..
Love is dat 6onding u wud alwz feel no matter wt ...Love is dat special reason why u wud cherish all d fights and all d gud times u spent wid the person..To love is d law of nature..I dedicate this poem to all my friends whom i love nd who hv loved me nd made me understand d 6liss of love...:)