Tuesday, July 19, 2011

The Mere Spectator….


One whole year has elapsed…things kept changing as time went…some ppl moved far… far away from heart …while some gained space and made their way into it…new faces…new places..new lifestyle.. new patterns..a change frm de earlier paradigm…life just seemed to have changed so much…moments of triumph..moments of happiness…moments of dejection…moments of melancholy and despair…glad times n sad times..joyous events..dolorous events..everythng just kept moving by..so hazy but still quite vivid…Nothing could be done..nonetheless but just be observed…




Many times the heart wished to walk up to it..take the extra step to walk the extra mile…but alas,in vain..everything appeared just a mere spectacle…It seemed full justice to the beautiful eyes …at least something went on well…even though not so perfect…the eyes kept doing their job of watching time as it passed by..things as they moved on..ppl as they moved in and out…The times when heart seemed to wake up ..nd live..the eyes dint seem to want to take a look at the happineng of events…Filled by utter darkness the heart went back to sleep many a times…funny though that’s how life has been in the last few months rather the last one year..things kept happing…many things kept happnening ..but no clue wt though was actually happening …As the time went on …life moved on…and I was but a mere spectator….

A mere spectator ..who saw the happy faces overjoyed…surrounded by a few sad faces to whom yet again the happiness of others seemed but a mere spectacle…
A mere spectator who wanted to make it to the zenith ..transcending .rising .but failed to even make a start to d journey that seemed never-ending….yet there seemed to be no dearth of vistas..filled with plethora of ideas..still remaining a spectator to the passing times…
Sometimes its just fate …that rules… sometimes its ok to accept and take a break…and remain as a mere spectator ..…

4 comments:

irin said...

some ppl moved far… far away from heart …while some gained space and made their way into it…

nd of course even i felt, it ( last year) was first time ever since.. i was a spectator to my life! :-|

nd of course dis truly explained de big transition of life! :)

harshu said...

yea ..transformation it does explain..but i just hope and wish that it just be a passin cloud..and frm nw on..we shud stop being spectators..to our lifes..and shud put in our best to make it satisfying to the fullest..:)

irin said...

i hope.. its time to dream about right time! and work for it! :)

Cerebrum Impulse said...

Extremely emotional but a detached one at that... The question is... Can SP i knew be detached from anything in her life? And if she can, will I recognize her when i see her next time?